out of the blue, i'm struck by the fear
that you'd leave without telling me.
and when you tell me it's
tomorrow nightit's so close, isn't it?
i'm scared.
what if i never knew
and i have to find out the painful way that you're gone?
it's not like you'll never be back,
but i dont want you to go,
not even for a moment.
i hate saying goodbye.
8:53 PM