had macs breakfast with hsinyu.
actually, i was the one having breakfast,
the silly girl was on a 'diet'.
=/
end of prelims.
i still dont feel the urgency.
like, whatever.
all i feel now is.
overwhelming pre-nostalgia.
is there such a thing?
let's see. yuntong's final years has ended, and she has quit tuition.
in slightly more than a months time. thong's tuition will have ended for all of us and that's just so tear-inducingly-sad.
):
from yuntong's blog;
u know this feeling is really weird. people dread going for tuition and cant wait to quit. but for my case, mebe jst for this particular tuition, it's different. there are many great friends out there whom u can laugh tgt so freely without any restrictions because we share the same frequency. we go there to study together and share lotsa gossips because for one reason or another, we're always linked somehow. like lynnette's ex sch mate is now my classmate, yipyang's polo mate (chingto) is my pri sch classmate's ex classmate (i think), glenn has friends who are friends of lynnette and germaine. the list goes on i suppose. well we laugh at the slightest thing la SERIOUSLY.haha. it's really funny when u start imitating germaine abt her language. "what the hell", "shut up la" and tat funny little hand sign etc. also cheryl and i would start doing the lizard sound halfway during lessons and began laughing to ourselves abt the 4 blue lizards in class. tat cliffton guy would also sink his head down into his collar and poses with his hands out as if he's a ghost. well he always sits behind yipyang so u noe what he mean eh. oh and all the stupid funny things that yipyang would actually say during lessons. and i will nvr forget the times i never ever want to take the lift down animore because SOME NICE PEOPLE pressed the lift at every floor when walking dwn the stairs. walking dwn the stairs is fun. 12th floor seemed too short for us though. haha like wad alicia says, our almond head action!! gna miss all these ):no more dinner tgt before tuition at 85 or brunch at long john's silver (i rmb the long walk and the treat from yy). but we're gna catch ratatouille!!!RATATOUILLE TOMORROW!
but we all know it's not quite the same anymore.
)):
met germ on both non-exam days.
went to the airport on wednesday,
and she came to my house and i went to hers on thursday.
if we lose contact after this year i'm so gonna cry.
so noooooo. we'll be friends forever won't we!
i remember how when i first started thong's tuition i felt quite isolated, not talking to the guys. but somehow i looked forward to amath tuition every saturday morning.just listening to the guys talk about funny crap was enough to be the highlight of my saturday. and because of tuition i knew qianru, who's such a sweet girl. (:
and then when germ joined i found a friend! (: we clicked instantaneously and by the end of tuition that day we talked like we knew each other for years. i still remember mrs thong asking me
lynnette, so you knew germaine before today?just so you know germaine seow, you're the first person i clicked with the moment i met in my entire life. ((:
funny how i feel now like how i did two years back.
except two years ago i was fretting how 2/9 was going to part.
now i'm scared i'll lose contact with tuition people, stringers, and the other schoolmates in school who arent from my class.
this is really it isnt it.
after this year i'll prolly never see many people for the rest of my life.
the friends i've made, the friends i've lost, the cliques, the ones who stabbed me in the back, and who i've returned the favour to, the fair weather friends, the lovely juniors, the juniors who make me want to constantly hurl insults at, the talented mep people, the friends of necessity, the friends who taught me that no one's to be trusted, the friends i've trusted, the friends who lost my trust, the shopping buddies, the obs watch-mates i spent five perfect days with, the one friend i forced myself to lose.
while i sometimes can't wait to get out of this class, i know there's been so many memories i can't forget, and dont want to forget.
the exciting scandals, the ridiculous teachers, the bitching, the drama, the fights, the making up, the cliques, pairs, affiliations, the winning competitions, the swell of class pride, the competitiveness, the secret muggers, the naturally intelligent asses, the hilarious inside-class jokes, the tears, more scandals, the class chalet which turned out more exciting than it should have been, the toning down this year, the freaky times where the whole class sat there in silence making use of our pockets of time to actually do work, the omg-angwj-is-being-such-a-he-bitch times, the oh-no-hilary-pang-is-losing-her-marbles-again times, the times where johara's phobia of noise acts up, the MS-YEO-YOU-LOOK-CHIO-ER-THAN-USUAL times, the times where the class goes into a state of chaos because of the arrival of insects, the 2.4 run times where people start being surprisingly encouraging to everyone, the day we felt tremors from sumatra and went into panic in the middle of physics, and so on and so forth.
i'm sorry i'm not very coherent,
because i'm not thinking straight either.
because i know what it is that i'd really lose after this year.
12:41 PM
