i really, really dont want to say goodbye.

i cant stop the tears right now. ):

i cant bear the thought,
that forever might just end tmr, at the stroke of midnight.

this is the bitter-est farewell ever.
)):

fool me once, shame on you
fool me twice, shame on me

anyhows. thank you TWO for promising to be there. (:
LOVELOVELOVE <3

ang wee jin didnt come today. ):
and i've no significant event too.
present what tmr!
wl, not my fault my life's boring right?
and kns. i so dont want to go infront of the class and talk at all.

roar.

happyhilary's a rather good teacher
when she doesnt go psycho on us.
i hope my math improves. =/

mep was fine.
i think i'll be bored in for mep the rest of the year,
since most ppl i talk to is going for monday instead. ):
and joanni's nice to sit with!
ah. nvm.
maybe now i'll do better for mep.

'what happened to samantha lu?'
juniors say 'oh! she picks her nose and rolls it into a ball.'
o.O

gosh i've funny juniors.
(:
i think i quite like the sec3 batch now.
and they're so hardworking,
it doesnt seem right.
hmmmm.

and im reeeeeeeaaaaaaaally angry.
but what to do?
i should've expected it from the start.
i brought it upon myself,
i cant blame -.
i just need to
@$#%^$#^^&%%%$#@#@

and wl.
im falling harder still.
i cant ignore, shut out, or simply laugh it off.
i dont know whyyyyyyyy.
gosh this spells trouble. )):

history happens for a reason;
to stop the future from screwing up.

my thick skull just wont get it.

meeting fel tmr,
this whole planning thing is really challenging, to put it in a more delicate way.
but it's no trouble at all!
cos if i dont do this, i'm gonna regret for a long long time.
and i've enough regrets as it is.





yea this emoshit's never gonna go away.

mr ang is the cutest teacher i've ever ever ever had.
omgosh, laughed till my stomach hurt la!
the way he says duh. is so funnehhhh.
hahahahahaha.
and when he saw ms yeo and went
'sometimes i'm abit scared of her.'
HAHAHAHHAAH.

eliz's birthday today!
yipee. (:
printed a preetay picture of us. (:
for old times sake

amath ca was a killer. grr.

kerri just asked me what's my most memorable experience in tk.
i realise i didnt have any. =/
cept for, the tears maybe

ew. heard what i didnt want to hear today.
made a quick escape! yay.

was HIGH and GAY today.
especially CHINESE. woohoo, 4/6 had check up, no CL.
YAYness.
ohhhh. our check up tmr! darn where's that health booklet.

oh found it!
gosh, so tattered.

wah FUCK.
i cannot believe i lost.
i lost the upperhand to you.
the balance i struggled to keep fcuking flipped cos you made me
心软.
oh and now i finally remembered again,
WHY i chose to resort to that in the first place.
cos you make me feel so fucked up.
maybe this is truely the end.
fcuking fate.

pardon the profanities.
or not.

am startled by the rate i'm digging myself into a pit.

dums.
not a good day.

alrights.
school has been ok.
i think im paying at least abit more attention than i did last year.

i've pretty much been having no life,
with the exception of that day.
when germ made me go out with her!
haha. ok. nvm.

so i've been losing momentum.
but whatever.
everything comes at a price.

after syf auditions the other day,
helped mrs sinkailing fold phamplets.
haha. 5 of us folded about 162!
haha. all the while bitching non stop about teachers.
than when mrs sin comes around,
we shut up.
hoho.
oh the juniors are just too cute.
and they're crazily hardworking too!
on the THIRD DAY OF SCHOOL,
they've already started studying on their own.
like.
shouldnt we be panicking more?
wow. ok.

amath ca tmr.
circ measure SUCKS to high hell.
at least studying with the triplets just now was sort of helpful.

for old times sake,
i MUSNT slap you.



hooray. the non techno version.

first day wasnt that bad.
phew.

oh and lookie here!

im so jealous.
how can that guy play it on the darn yangqin and i cant play it on the stupid violin!
im so jealous.
and now im told there're auditions next week.
and technically, I DONT KNOW IT YET.
AND. i'd gladly screw the audits, if only i didnt need the points for syf.
pfffffffffffffft.
im now flouting Resolution Number(RN) 17 and 18.
but WTF. i've been a NO LIFER the past 3 days.
hooray.

oh so yea. today.
school wasnt that bad.
just all THREE talks were completely boring and pointless.
cos if until now we dont know the school rules,
it shows that we just dont want to know it right?
silly school administration.

DONT challenge the school system, says yeo.

o.o
picnic at ECP on friday.
o.O
like HUR.
ok sure, it's nice to miss classes and all.
but not nowwww nooooooo.
i need to study. ):
yea and who'm i trying to kid hur.

HAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.

gosh im schizophrenic.
it's not good for me.

oh and i think i did a pretty good jobs on RNs 2,12,15 and maybe maybe maybe, if im really lucky, 6! ((:

tuition was ok too. but im just too tired after school. ):
was really glassy-eyed most of the time.
haha.
ohhhhhh and i saw johnathan pang after tuition at the bus stop!
ha. i think he looked rather surprised to see me.
maybe he's just never seen me decked out in so much GREEN before.
lololololol.

hahahah and i still cant get over how hilarious this is;

mr thong is vehh funny today!!kie. i dunoe wad he was saying before this.but he was ranting on studying hard.and dun get invovled in bgr.(and glenn said GGr -.-)lol. so he told the boys in our class.nvr to get involved in such relationships now.coz when they go fer NS, the gals will ditch them.and he quoted: 男人不吃回头草LOL. kinda soft laugh frem us.but when he said this:why get involve in all theseI LOVE YOUYOU LOVE ME things.ure not BARNEY!

-yuntong's blog.

haha. oh and i found out that JUNIORdarling and persis's class both got yeo!
haha. poor things.
but her classes ARE pretty entertaining.

hohoho.

im..

terrified.

in retrospect, 2oo6 wasnt that bad after all.
i did learn alot.

spent the first hour of the new year playing funny fantasy games.
HAHAHAHAHHA.
alright what am i doing?!

good night
or rather,
good morning.

happy 2oo7.