i so dont see the point of teachers day celebrations.
was attempting to sleep during 1/4 of the class party.
obviously, i failed.

yea. so.

two years. two. fucking. years. since you broke our hearts. since you said those horrible horrible things that made me cry. why did you hate us so much? why didnt you make an effort. it's been TWO YEARS. and here i am, missing you. those were undoubtedly the good times. and yet you speak of it like it meant nothing. nothing? ouch. i cant forget. i cant let go. i miss you. oh good god i'm too sentimental for my own good.

and hey,
remember this time last year?
i miss that time too.

what've we become?

1.(the person who tagged you is ...)
LEUNG!!!!! (:

2.(your relationship with him/her is ...)
TRIPLET! <3

3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
1. nice hair!
2. BIG EYES.
3. she has seriously scary tao hua yun.
4. firework-lover!
5. anti perlini! hoho.

4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
the balloony-stressball-sunshine-thingamajigs she gave me on my birthday!

5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
ANY CHEESY/MUSHY THING BESTFRIEND SAYS.like, hoho.

6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)
cannot la. she's my triplet.

7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
cannot la!

8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
be very sad.

9.(if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
SHE PICKS BESTFRIEND OVER ME!!or actually, i dont know...

10.(the thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
compose a message to my double T friend!

11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
LOVES! ((((((((:

12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)
I'M WEIRD.

13.(the character you love of yourself is ...)
I CARE.

14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
I CARE.

15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
RIGHT NOW, MARIANNE CHONG.

16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ..)
GIMME A HUGGGGGGGG!

17.(pass this quiz to 10 people! that you wish to know how they feel about you)
NO NEED LA. I LAZY.
and i dont even think ten people come here.

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i typed a whole bunch of things just now. but something went wrong. so, read about drainage basins!



drainage basin
dentritic pattern:
-treelike appearance
-occurs in areas with fairly homogeneous rocks and little distortion by faulting and folding.erosion occurs fairly evenly in all directions

trellis pattern:
-tributaries meet main river at right angles
-occurs at areas where rocks are folded into alternating bands of hard and soft rocks
-main river cuts through resistant rocks while tributaries flow along joints between weaker and more resistant rocks to meet the main river

parallel pattern:
-rivers flow in parallel course
-occurs in areas with parallel folds

radial pattern:
-HIGH to LOW. from dome or volcanic cone.
-tributaries flow in a spoke-like pattern radiating from a central point.

centripetal pattern:
-LOW to HIGH.into a central depression
-inland basins.

WHATEVER. I CHEATED A BIT.


it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now

to put it simply,
i love you.

this is why i dont stay up late usually.
this is why i dont study usually.

studying and the wee hours of the morning make me go positively loco.
they're as deadly a mixture as coke and mentos!
or orange and milk.
or durian and beer.
or.. or.. or..
a fucking knowledge based economy.

uhhuh.uhhuh.uhhuh.

stress and i dont make fast friends.
i'm sorry,
it's not you.
IT'S ME.

eh can someone tell me.
are zebras white with black stripes,
or black with white stripes,
or some other random colour with black AND white stripes.

i need an imaginary friend.

i cant study to save my life.
i've absolutely no studying skills.
my train of thought constantly derails itself.
i've no discipline, no motivation, no faith.
and frankly not enough natural ability.
i'm fucking screwed.


you little bitch,
dont hurt the ones i love.
dont make them cry.
if i ever find a way to make your life hell,
i will.

my progress with SS is pathetic.
i've read through everything.
i've even done the bloody hw lopez gave.
but my mind jumps from one topic to another before you can say diplomacy&deterrence.

and then out of the blue i'm panicking about geog.
i'm missing river notes.
WTF, HOW CAN RIVER NOTES BE MISSING.

i feel my whole body heating up.
this is so not a good sign.
i should be feeling COLD.

there was this really sad looking golden retriever at the tanah merah mrt busstop just now after tuition.it was wearing a collar and all.and i heard the woman say that if anyone tries going near it, it runs out onto the road. like OMG. the doggie had such sad eyes.and everyone just kept staring at it.and the entire time it didnt even bark once. it just. sprawled there and looked sad.

):

i dont know why i'm looking for words of comfort,
that never quite seem to come.
stop being pathetic lynnette.

USELESS.

last cross country ever was,
alright.

we came in second for crosscountry.
not bad eh. (:
i like being a volcano that spews paper lava. :D

the milo truck was nice.
cam whoring was nice.
laughing at the obscene hula dancers was nice.
sitting on the wet grass was nice.
shouting BOOM EXPLOSION, 4/8 EXPLOSION was nice.

kinda weird to say this,
but i'm gonna miss this.
i mean, which other school has a funky thing like the ZANY GREEN PARADE on cross country?
how many schools only make one quarter of each class do the actual cross country?
so yea.
:D

nostalgia's an asshole.

so far, i've only missed two 4.30 am waking up days.
which isnt that bad right?

and and and.
i had the best piano practical for mep for the last 3.5 years today.
meaning, i didnt walk out feeling completely depressed and/or pissed.
yay. (:






i feel so darn jealous!
and i dont have the right to.
or do i?
gah!

mep sucked like $#%%^^&$%^$%^$%!
yea. so much for the fierce determination.
but at least i can say i tried.
ahhah!
no more haydn for at least. the next month!
joy oh JOY.
screw you, and your Apponyi quartets!

you know,
i hate the cold wars.
so thank you,
for giving me another reason to hold on.
it's a bigger deal to me than you think it is.
dont you see,
the effort made means everything to me.

SS MUGGING STARTS AT 4.30 AM TMR.
i can so do this.


i think it's pity i feel. ):

note to self:

YOU FUCKING SCREWED UP HIGHER MUSIC TODAY
so you better retain all that listening&harmony crap in your head.
YOU WILL have haydn as the first thing in your mind the whole of tmr.
YOU WILL prove yourself wrong and everyone else right by excelling in listening&harmony.
YOU WILL wake up at 4.30am for the third morning in a row tmr, and keep it going till the Os end.

YOU WILL NOT cry anymore.
YOU WILL NOT call beth up and breakdown over the phone.
YOU WILL NOT think about what you cannot change.
YOU WILL NOT let go, but if you get let go of, get a grip, it's just your good friend karma, back to bite you in the ass.
YOU WILL NOT listen to the crazy heart and do anymore irrational things.

today has ended, and you've done all you could.
TOMORROW'S A NEW DAY,
that doesnt need to be filled with the regrets of today.
and listen to her,
dont give a damn, and all will be well.

love,
me.

i don't wanna let go.

three months down,
three months to go?

it's a teeny weeny bit heartwrenching,
dont you think?

hm.

national/carnival day was -.-
stupid school.
the elderly came over,
and yeah,
it was kinda sad. ):
and one of them told huimin,
你们什么都不用做。我们来这里就象看孙子一样，就够了。
SAD RIGHT.

)):

well,
one people, one nation, one singapore!

:D